If Only You Could....

In poignant silence I await your warmth beside me,
My heart shrieks in yearning calling your name over and over,
If only you could hear....

I frantically reach out in the darkness, roused from my nightmare,
I cringe at the vacant space beside me,
If only you could care....

My heart beats fervently when I hear your footsteps walk towards me,
It pounds violently when I hear you walk away,
If only you could feel....

I'm drained of my tears which silently gush down in anguish,
I'm dying a little death everyday,
If only you could see....

I'm tired of needing you; I'm tired of waiting,
I want to squeeze my heart till it beats no more,
before my loneliness smothers me,
If only you knew....

Shaken Out of Love

Confusion clouds over my mind
There’s something I want, but cannot find,
What is wrong, what is right?
I’m choking on love; I can feel its might.

I’m being shaken from my lovely dream,
I feel so mad, I want to scream!
Agitation makes my blood boil,
The pain I feel, is my heart in turmoil.

I loved so much, why the hate,
I cannot make the pain abate.
I fail to see what wrong I made,
My life isn't mine anymore, I can see it fade.

My Shining Stars!

I look out my window and find the still night,
Millions of stars make the sky bright,
The stars in my life shine at me everyday,
I am happy to have what He has given me today.

Deceitful Emotions

It’s there.... I know it’s there....
Its presence is deceiving,
Unravelling in obscurity,
Almost alluring, gently teasing.

I see it.... I think I see it.....
I breathe, in vain, to calm my throbbing soul,
I cannot perceive....I cannot grasp,
A mass of wispy facade, as noxious gloom engulfs me whole.

Ode to a Rose

A Rose...
.....the queen of flowers, with respect to its riveting loveliness, encasing a labyrinth of velvety petals, entrancing the bystander with its imperial fragrance.
A Rose...
.... stands poised as a single flower, while the beholder is captivated by the indefinite layers of twirling petals drenched with a sweet enthralling fragrance.
A Rose...
....admired for its relentless beauty and grace, mesmerising the onlooker with its endless arrangement of silky petals enveloped in fragrant scent.

A Rose...

... a poetic muse....an intoxication.....

A Rose....is a love story....

Waiting to Exhale...

WAITING TO EXHALE by Me

The sound of silence ringing in my ears,
My lips taste the saltiness of my tears,
I’m alone ,empty and I’m weeping,
I’m alive enough but barely breathing
I need a touch , I need a smile
I need to know if u’ll stay awhile
The walls of darkness crush my hollow soul,
I need to breathe , I’m falling into a black hole,
I struggle to see, the light of the day
I can only see the dark sun, as I drift away,
I slip into nothingness I’m waiting to exhale......
help me , I want to live ,smile and breathe again.....

Endless Moment....

Endless Moment....... The moon wuz full , and shining bright,
I was in ur arms holding tight,
Could'nt let u go , even for a flicker of my eye,
my heart wuz so heavy it made me cry .....
I brushed away a running tear and u kissed away the other ,
we held ourselves for quite sometime ..... just looking at each other,
I started to say something but u hushed me with a kiss again,
'Let us forget the world ', u said 'and let...the silence..remain.......'